Monthly Archives: December 2010

Love Letter

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Dear ________________

I just had to write this letter to let you know

That these feelings I have for you continue to grow

When I wake up in the morning you’re on my mind

All through the day, it seems like it’s all the time

Your smile is like a healing balm when I’m feeling torn

Your voice is what gives me calm in the midst of a storm

Now I know this can’t be a healthy feeling

But I want your heart, your love, even if I have to steal it

In the words of Jazmine “I Need You Bad”

Which, if you think about it, is really sad

Sad that I have so much love for an individual

Who at this time in his life is not with the ritual

Of the boyfriend/girlfriend affair

Man how life can be so unfair

I understand how hurt & pain causes you to run & hide

From that sensation that makes you lose control inside

I’m guilty, I admit, of plotting out a plan to win

At this cat & mouse game that we’re in

But I’ve finally accepted this inevitable fate

Realizing I’m not a chance you’re willing to take

Although I have been in love before

Just know that you will be the one that I will always adore

I do hope one day you will be able to find

That woman who will give you that peace of mind

I will never be able to tell you goodbye

But I know I must let you go, or at least try

My greatest desire is for you to be happy my love

And you will be if you follow the lead of the man above

I guess this is the end of this letter from me

Signed, Forever & Always,

Miss Tee

I Love Music

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I love music because he loves me back
Never questioning my motives or giving me any slack

He soothes me when I’m feeling oh so very fragile
Calming my crazy fears from all of life’s many hassles

Music is my lover, my confidant, my very best friend
Never ever judging me for my whacky little fiends

Always understanding the words I’m unable to say
Always soothing the tears whenever my poor heart breaks

I can be just the person I am when I’m with him
Not having to hide, allowing me to have freedom

Freedom to let go of all my inhibitions
Going for the gusto, expressing my true feelings

This love affair brings me such gratifying pleasure
He always knows how to make me feel like his lost treasure

Music is the reason my world rotates on its proper axis
He makes me smile even if my pockets are empty & cashless

Just to hear him and feel the swagger of his rhythm
Helps me to keep focus and to always stay driven

I will never give him up even though we may be apart
Because music my love, you will always have my heart

Moving On

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I think of you, morning, noon, and night

Wondering what you’re doing, if you’re thinking of me

Trying to figure out the what, why, and how

Of these feelings that you invoke, making me weak

You see the thing is you’re the last person

The last one I intended to fall head over heels for

Silly me; I really thought I could control

Who this tricky heart would love and adore

I try to blame it on so many reasons as to why

Like the fact that I haven’t been in love in a while

Or the way you always respect me as a lady

Simply put, there’s just something in your style


Whatever the reason, I honestly couldn’t tell you

All I know is that I’m here

Scared as hell because I know the deal

These feelings are one-sided; that reality is clear

If I had my way, I would erase every encounter with you

But then that would be erasing the part of my memory that’s the best

I really feel like I’m in a catch 22

Loving harder than ever but can’t have you like I did the rest


So what’s a girl suppose to do and how should I act

In this kind of situation when you can’t speak the truth

I don’t know what most would do

But for me, it’s time to move on to the fellow in the next booth

I want to be loved as hard as I’m loving you

And since you’ve decided that you’re not the one

To give me that feeling I so desperately desire

I have to be open to be found by someone else’s son

But can someone please tell me how???